Mom,
We always start with good intentions. The best of them all. When we make important decisions in life, that change our lives and the lives of our loved ones, we never mean for them to turn sour. We always want the best, and intend them to be that way.
Mom, I really wish I could hold you close, and let my heart talk to yours. No need for words; I will just unleash this enormous flow of emotions, and they will certainly reach you.
Mom, you are truly the best of all. I love you with all my heart and you are so important to me. I sincerely think that I am nothing without you. You made me in all the true and strong meanings that the word "making" can hold.
Mom, with the strongest and most truthful heart, I really wished and prayed that your happiness is not linked to mine, for the only reason that I fear I would disappoint you. You see, I do not believe that this furtive and weak feeling of happiness that I can provide once every full moon is worthy of you. For the love of God, be happy, and do not link your happiness to mine, for I fail you with every breath I take.
Mom, if only you knew. If only I could shout it. If only I could get it out of me. If only I could replace myself with another. If only I could be a better person, if only I could be happier...
Mom, if only you knew that I would change my life for you, I would bleed for you, I would gladly die for you... I would cross heaven and hell. And back again, to see you happy, always.
Mom, love is such a weak word for you.
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