Changing skin

Sometimes, I just want to be someone else...

Have that freedom I never had

And act unaware of consequences...

I wish I could change my skin sometimes.

Be able to wear someone else's shoes

And hair... And skin...

And eyes.

Then come back to my reality

To my body, to my life conditions.

Then be satisfied once and for all, without the impossible wishes and the what ifs..

Living fully

I want to continue living my life with no regrets and no looking back.
I don't want to be one of those people that, down the road, look back at their lives and say: if only I could have done it differently, if only I dared. If only I lived how I truly wanted to live.

I want to live how I truly want to live.
And that's why I want to do it, more and more... because I have already waited long enough, and I have already started looking back on my "what if"s.
And I wish you could support me on this.

The loneliest times

I am pregnant.
Half way through.
And to be honest, these are the loneliest times of my life.
It really pains me to admit... that I miss my life back sometimes.

Confessions of an addict

I am.
I am addicted to my own self-destruction.
And you are part of my addiction, and it will tear us apart.
But I will love it all along, even the destruction phase.
Although for now, I am abstinent, but soon, I will be back again.
And I will enjoy it, until it kills me.
It will be part of me again. I will enjoy it consuming me.
And instead of crying over "Fragile Dreams"and "Temporary Peace", I will smile at it again.
Because then I can.
Because it is who I am.
I am incapable of anything that is not the reason of my end.

"Life.. has betrayed me once again
I accept that some things will never change.
I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony
and it's left me with a chemical dependency .... for sanity."

It is said

Maybe I was too fast.

I like us together, alone.

I don't like us together, with others.

Too much potential lost.
Let us kill each other to the end!

Boy oh BOY!

I never imagined it happening, but it will be black & blue all the way!

New age romance

Love?

But of course!

Only when it's convenient.