Healing

"The soul always knows what to do to heal itself. The challenge is to silence the mind."

Caroline Myss

And I want to be "ME"

Should I say it? Or shouldn't I say it?

Do I want to keep it and live with it? Could I even? What if it's not what I am looking for?

Fake

Because Chemistry can fake everything we need...
Be it beauty, love, dreams, sanity or even hope,
That we do no longer need to be humans.

A reflection of me

The problem with saying that all you want is my happiness... Is that it's a lie.

Remember, remember...

There are things that can never be forgotton. Surprisingly enough, I still remember many things, many firsts although my memory is not one of the best.

I still remember the first tooth I had to take away, I still remember very well my first day of school. I remember still my first best friend and I do still remember the eyes of the little boy who stole my first kiss away.

I remember many things, like the first time I saw my mum cry and what I remember is how crushed my heart was and how I started crying even if I didn't understand. We are not such simple beings, saddly we are complex, and what we keep from such strong memories, is how we felt.

And that's why I can still remember December 15th, but also December 31st... And also the 11th of January, and the 15th of February... And tonight.

I wish my dreams could come back again!

I can, and I will!

Have you ever been told that you can't? Of course yes, who hasn't! We all have that person (or many) that tells us that we can't achieve things. And it is normal.

Sometimes we confirm their thoughts and doubts in us, and others we feel that pleasure of them being "wrong about us all along". It is funny how people are a reflection of ourselves, our doubts, and how we are a reflection of them.

What we dream to become and what we fear to transform into is apparently called "possible selves". It reminds me of quantum physics and all these alternative realities, or alternative worlds created when one rolls a dice or flips a coin!

Let's at least build these worlds, and make them as great as they could be!

Red!

We have been taught that red is the color of life, the color of love...
And the color of shame.