Ali & Fatima

I travelled to the moon and back

For love.

And I discovered that it is very far away from my ideals.

Who would know what it means to be what Ali was for Fatima?

Because that is the ideal, and that is what I look up to.

With the best of intentions...

I have sadly spoke about this too many times already, so I am trying not to do it again, because nothing changes and it only becomes annoying.
There is something lost, something very important... it is all these little things and gestures that makes life together enjoyable and pleasant. No more efforts anymore, no more little pleasures and honest smiles. No more loving looks or hugs. What is sad is that it existed. So please, I am not imagining, and I am not trying to make you upset or make it worse. Something is missing. And I don't want to play anymore, and I don't want to waste my time neither... so, if no motivation to actually invest into making the effort to make things enjoyable and wonderful again, then better to opt out now.

"The biggest harm that we, women, do to ourselves is that we always look, as a lover, for a man that we love, while in reality, we need to look for a man who loves us"*

I am not looking for someone who loves me, and I certainly do not need or want a man I love, I want someone that I love and who loves me back, to grow old together, to care for me the same I do for him, and bring up the most cherished - and hopefully the happiest - kids.


* « Le grand tort que nous avons, nous autres femmes, c'est, pour amant, de chercher toujours un homme que nous aimons, alors que la vérité serait d'en chercher un qui nous aime. »

Leave to live

Does it really mater to have certainety that life is going to be better? At this point, only the promise of something different is enough for me to leave this behind...

Care less to be careless!

Mal-être

Such a beautiful word the French literature came up with... "Mal-être" is what we can translate as a chronic melancholy. Beautiful.

Psychotherapists found the most effective drug to fight the most dangerous disease of the last century: Prozac. What Prozac does is that it simply numbs your emotions; it transforms you to a new sort of being with no purpose, incapable of feeling any sadness or joy. You can’t fight one without the other. Human beings come with a package, a sort of sick promotion, where you buy one and you receive the other for free.

Live!

We speak but we don't talk

We hear but we don't listen

We watch but we don't see

Our problem is that we exist but we don't live!

Early new year resolution?

I would like to cut the bullshit for a moment, cutting it so that I can hear myself... It has been a while.

I would like to take the decision to stop for a moment, revisit my past, see what I have done so far, what I want to keep and I what I am desperately in need to throw away and never look back at it again. My list will be long, but it is the moment. There should be no heavy weight left, and I want it done.

"Sooner or later I will be dead". True. No need then to keep on going when I do not have joy in return.

The breeze of change is coming!

Keep it up!

Keep it up they say!

Never give up! 

Dream big!

Adopt the "yes I can" attitude!

Work hard to play hard!

But it doesn't matter I say

Nothing of it does

"Cuz Sooner or later I will be dead"

It's Friday, I'm in LOVE!

It's FRIDAY!

I am in love!

And I've just heard some positive thoughts on how we should feel lucky

Because it's life! And we are breathing! And we CAN make WONDERFUL things happen! We can, as long as we have the right spirit for it

So, FUCK IT! I want and NEED wonderful, outstanding things to happen!!!

A little broken

Don't worry; I know exactly where I stand. Either I like it or not, that is reality.

But there should be no major concessions, because everything in nature works by cause and effect, and so do human beings. Every action triggers another, and... actions are all what matters.

And we stay aside. Yes we all are a little broken. And yes, it's ok.

The future might be bright

Yesterday I've heard a beautifully strong statement, no matter what I decide I should stay true to myself and look for happiness.

So it has been decided and the road is set ahead!

Tomorrow will be a better day

Life breaks people, that's when they finally fall on their knees and pray.

I don't pray for difficult days to never come my way again, I just pray that I can have enough strength to handle them, while waiting for the sun to come back again and shine.